Three DaysIt's dark here.I haven't seen the sun in three days. I think it's been three days. Without the sun to mark time, I don't know when I'm sleeping or for how long.It's lonely here.I haven't seen another human face in three days. I can hear their voices, but it isn't the same. I can try to remember, but it's not the same.It's quiet here.I haven't heard a song in three days. The voice inside my head is all I can hear. I hate my voice. I always have.It's cold here.It's been freezing for three days. There is no warmth here. There isn't anything I can do to warm myself up. I would kill for a pair of wool socks.It's sad here.I haven't felt happy in three days. My chest hurts I'm so depressed. There is this weird burning that feels angry. I don't remember what happy feels like.It's painful here.It's been three days. I can only think about the accident. It's fading away, but still there. I hope the people in the other car are okay. I feel terrible.
HomeSometimes I dream of a place where I used to beSome place close to my heartThat makes me long for an old bedAnd old familiar smells.Burnt coffee waiting to be cooledCreamer bleaching away the bitternessA cat looking for a petAnd a dog scratching at the door for some loving.No one knows my home like me,No one knows just what I miss and needNot even me, just an uneasy longingFor the things I can't have.Sweet dream linger, long after sleepAnd I can smell the scent of the lakeI can feel the hot sun beating down on meI can hear my mother call my name.For a moment I can be home.
Young LoveSweet, young love simmersBelow the surface of pained experienceThe heart bang-bangsAnd the Mind DeniesEach moment spentPushing desire and passion awayWhile the heart WithersDying from Fear of letting go.Simple sweet affectionLost to undeniable anguishOf experienced loveWhen all it wants is to love.Each love is newDifferent than the lastExperienced fresh from the unlovedRecesses of pure joy.When Joy is lostIt is never goneSimply tucked awayWaiting to bloom againGiving into cold logicBorn from jealous painFights base natureLosing love for moments.Long moments spent lonelyAre best enjoyedCoupled with flashes ofYoung, sweet love.
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